I know you’ve made your mind up, but you haven’t heard my side.
You say I deserve better, that you’re not for me. But you don’t get it. I want you. That is who I want. I don’t care if you’re not ‘Mr Right’. None of that shit is real.
You make me happy. I haven’t met a guy who makes me happy the way you do. And o.k. This will probably freak you out but I need you know where I stand.
And from what I can see, you’re scared. You may not feel like you are, but I can tell, sub-consciously you’re scared. Scared of commitment, scared of history repeating itself.
I’m the type of person who wears their heart on the sleeve which ends up getting me into trouble and getting hurt. But I think I’m hurting now. I’m hurting because I know that you’re gone and I’m mostly to blame.
I enjoy your company, enjoy talking to you and I’m me around you. Not many people know the real me.
That probably sounds kinda weird. But I think you’ve noticed…. I’m a bit…. strange, can come across as a bit intense and I have a weird sense of humor. But I’m comfortable around you, I can be myself. Which is rare for me. So much of the time, I feel like I’m in somebody elses shoes, wearing a mask, Covering up who I am. I don’t have to do that when I’m around you.
So do you feel happy when you’re around me? Do you feel like you’re having fun?
Here’s a suggestion. Let’s have fun and see where it goes. Bite the bullet, take the jump. Who knows what will happen.
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