There so much I could say. I want to scream, shout, slap you. But I can’t bring myself to do it. It’s been so long I was doing so good but then you had to ruin it. Just by seeing you those five seconds I did. I truly thought I had let go. I can’t believe I was stupid enough to believe you when you said those three damn words. I actually had fallen to hard for you. And now look I’m here, writing this to you. Why? I have no idea why. I just am. It might be for closure, it might be cause all those feelings came back or simply because I hate the fact I still feel something for you. I can’t lie that night you decided to let go I did cry but I also smiled. I lost you, yes. But for a time you were actually mine. Wherever you are I hope you’re doing good, you’re enjoying life, learning new things, find someone new. I only ask don’t lie to them like you did to me. When you’re ready to say those words I hope you do mean it. To me it meant the world, unfortunately when you said you had only said it cause it slipped out and you didn’t mean it, it my world was shattered. Take care, baby take care. You’ll always have a special place in my heart. Take care baby, take care.
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