No one tells you that missing someone is not an emptiness. That’s a trick- even though someone is away from you, taking a piece of you with them, it is not an emptiness. It is a crushing weight that fills you to the point of fixation sometimes. Your heart becomes too big to fit in your chest because it wants to go home. Home is not a place. It is love. It wants to find those that you love and until it does, it gets bigger trying to compensate for the fact that it’s missing something. You want to cry, but you are also in awe at how much love you have to give. So you wait, and hope that your heart stops swelling and finds itself going back to normal. Missing someone is not a sign of emptiness. It is a sign of an incredible gift: that you have the capacity to love so completely that it is a core part of you.
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