Story of my life..

I have a feeling that my whole life has been a lie. Sometimes people don’t really go through with their words. Lately I’ve been feeling like i don’t really exist in this world.I’m really tired staying strong , day by day I’ve been getting weak. Sometimes i think about if i can go through this by myself,but i really can’t. Feeling invisible isn’t the greatest feeling of all. You have so many people step over you and just forgive and forget like nothing happen. All you are trying to do is let everything pass you cause you just want to be happy. Sometimes people take advantage of you and it gets really tiring and it hurts. It makes me feel like people don’t really care about me. That time and effort you stay on the phone worrying about the person who’s crying to you. I’m here waiting for my turn, waiting until its my turn to cry. Lately i haven’t had that opportunity. Either its an excuse or just people don’t want to listen to me.. I just want to vanish in thin air.. Since no one ever notices i’m gone anyway..