iv been through lost of love and i honestly don't know how to feel

i wish it didnt

i wish it went another way

i wish it could of been better 

i wish it was all candy and no cavities

i wish 

i want to talk

i want to tell

i want another chance

i want that friend again

i want

but sometimes i just need to stay away

i need to stop 

i need to tell myself no

i need to just let it be

i hate you but i love u 

i love you but i hate you

i don’t need u but i want u 

its just all so confusing 

i feel like exploding 

i wonder if anything will change