Why couldn’t I get closure too? I helped so many people with their love lives and been there for them, but I never got that closure. All I want is know the reason for out break-up. I know he’s moved on, but i’m a person that very easily gets stuck in the past., but sometimes something triggers the memories of him and I, and I have to burry my face in my hands in case I start crying, and not wanting for people to sit there and ask me “are you okay?” because the response is and will be no, but I would have to fake a yes just so I don’t get a name like “the crier” or “overemotional chick”. I want to forget and make new friends, but Ive been having a hard time making friends, and i feel so alone because i feel like my friends are trying to distance themselves from me.
I just want him back. I miss him so much it hurts. I’ve tried to be strong but I break all the time, more than people know. I just can’t do this anymore. I fucking miss him. I miss him like crazy. I miss being able to have a reason to get in trouble using my phone in class, i miss talking to him about things I normally wouldn’t talk to other people about. I miss having my weekends full with the plans of seeing him. I miss his smile, laughter, humor, kind heart, him. And I cry all the time missing him, and I’ve been staying up longer than I should be. Listening to the smiths ‘Asleep’ and reminiscing on what used to be. I want him back, and it kills me, rips my heart to shreds knowing he doesnt want me back. I miss him. I know I said it a lot, but I miss him.
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