i wrote this for you

Life’s been changed since you left.
I started walking on a different road, a way of my own.
A path where I know you wouldn’t be happy seeing me strolling.
It’s an easy way to forget you, It’s been five years,
I’ve been waiting for you in vain coz deep down I know you’ll never come back.
I’ve been waiting for that boy who once saved me, who shared his life for me and loved me.
No ones ever really replaced you since that night that you left, you’re still here, here in my heart.
Love, as they say has its own time, it’s own reason for coming and going.
So you wouldn’t know if it will choose to rest in your heart forever or will just go away.
They say if its time to go, let them go.. I guess you taught me that, coz you left me with no choice but to release you and let you go.
However, I just let my life go too by the time I let you go.
Yes darling, you are my life, and it became dull the moment your heart stopped beating for me..
I’m praying that I can find my way home.
Hoping to find a resting place for my weary heart coz I know, and I believe that someday,
I’ll smile again because someone will give me a reason to do so..
I’m praying that God will bring back the pieces of my messed up life.
I want to be happy again.