i think

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I think,
I think when it’s all over, 
it just comes back and flashes, 
you know.

It’s like a kaleidoscope of memories,
which it all comes back, 
but he never does.

I think part of me knew the second I saw him 
that this would happen.
It’s not really anything he said, 
or anything he did.

It was 
the feeling that came along with it, 
and the crazy thing is, 
I don’t ever know if I’m gonna feel that way again.
But I don’t know if I should.

I knew his world moved too fast, and 
burned too bright.
But I just thought, 
how can the devil be pulling you towards someone
who looks 
so much like an angel when he smiles at you?
Maybe he knew that 
when he saw me.

I guess I just lost my balance.
I think that 
the worst part of it all wasn’t losing him,
it was losing me.