I honestly thought getting over you would be the hardest thing in the universe. But I was wrong. It hurts bit by bit, but I am getting along. Its easy to fall by the wayside and get crumbled. But I did a simple thing, I dissociated myself with the very thought of you. I don’t think there is anything wrong with you. But honestly I deserved some respect for caring for you. To be considered some kind of sissy is downright rude and ridiculous. And if I can respect you and tell you my feelings in private, why couldn’t you do that? Why include a public confession?
I still do respect your lifestyle choices. And many years down the line we will laugh at our immaturities. But frankly, I doubt if you respect mine. I have no regrets or hurts. I liked that I went through this journey.
I know you wonder if I have cried. I have wept like there is no tomorrow. Pillows have seen my emotions and nights have heard my wails. Because honestly there is no greater want that to be wanted by you.
You wonder if I am being distant and evasive. I am being distant. But it kills me all the time.
Sometimes I wish you would understand that I need a hug.
I still do respect your lifestyle choices. And many years down the line we will laugh at our immaturities. But frankly, I doubt if you respect mine. I have no regrets or hurts. I liked that I went through this journey.
I know you wonder if I have cried. I have wept like there is no tomorrow. Pillows have seen my emotions and nights have heard my wails. Because honestly there is no greater want that to be wanted by you.
You wonder if I am being distant and evasive. I am being distant. But it kills me all the time.
Sometimes I wish you would understand that I need a hug.
Love
Someone who has begun to walk away
Someone who has begun to walk away
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