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it's been a while since i wrote on here, i still don't know why.
i've had a lot to say and to write but i can't find a perfect words to describe it and change it into some beautiful paragraph without ruins it.

i know ever since i have journal all i write about is about him, yeah the one and only.
it seems not fair, after all this time i still write about him and he just keeps forgetting me.
it almost seems like he never know or met me, well, the never know part is true, cause he never know about me, but still the time i've had with him was the best time of my life

i don't know what to do with this feeling that i've been carry for the last 8 years, i don't want to move on nor forgetting him, but the feeling, i starting feels like it fade away.

so tell me, if you read this, tell me, what should i do with this feeling?
it's my feeling for you that i keeps alive, so tell me, because i don't know what should i do?
you, yeah you, the guy from 3b SLTP 14, 8 years ago...
help me!!